Iâd written off this target because while sheâd accepted all the kino up to handholding on the way back to the station on Day 2, she had refused the kiss. Actually, sheâd stood there with lips pressed tightly together and accepted a weird 4th Grader peck. DLV.
There were also some other things that meant I really didnât feel the reward justified the costs. Iâd go into them, but they are kinda private for her â she really opened up to me about the details of her life so I guess I should respect that privacy. As I bid farewell at the tube station at the end of Day 2 (about midnight) I told her to send me a text that she got home safe. I always do this â shows a protective spirit.
Starting to grow on me
HB 12:57am: Iâm home safe Krauser. Thanks took me to the relax place, made me want to be a member too! Night x
Krauser 7:50am: Cool. I had fun too. Some detachment after failing kiss close.
I decide I should probably at least try to progress so I wait a couple of days and pick up the ball again:
Krauser 1:28pm: I reckon a bit of food next time. Implicit invite.
HB 2:02pm: Lots food even better.
Krauser 7:19pm: Just donât go stealing food off my plate, ok? Iâm free Monday evening
HB 10:36am: Iâm only free on 13th April the Tuesday afternoon [over 2 weeks away] Sheâd said how busy she is but is this just a shit test?
Krauser 11:49am: Iâll be at work in the afternoon. Till six. Just the facts maâam.
HB 9:18pm: Hi Krauser, maybe we can have dinner after you finish work, without try lip kiss and hold hands, just like a normal friend so you can relax and no need to try anything on me, if that is ok for you. Iâm fully booked before I go back home, so this will be the only time I can offer so far. I hope you well. God bless you.
Sounds like quite a brush off. I wait three days then respond:
Krauser 11:15pm: Yeah, could be fun.
HB 11:21pm next day: Your reply was on the apple fool day. So yeah means yes or no really?
Krauser 11:41pm: Oh, I didnât realise. Yes. If the connection is still there, no reason to break it.
HB 11:42pm: Where are we going to meet up? I will arrive Waterloo in the afternoon.
HB 11:43pm: How are you? Saw your Facebook about you handed the notice, anything that I can pray for you?
Krauser 11:44pm: No rush, not meeting for another 10 days. Iâm great. Very happy to be quitting. Positive and unconcerned frame. Sheâs already decided Iâm a player so I should act congruently with that.
HB 11:45pm: Keep happy. Night x
What the hell do I make of this? Sheâs an ex-party girl with a finely tuned player radar and thus strongly responsive to alphaness, yet sheâs also tried (and failed) to settle down and then turned to god and thus wants a stable nice guy. The classic front brain / hind brain conflict. So I figure my overt stance should play to the nice guy while the body language and subtext is bad boy. She seems a nice girl but probably too much hassle, so Iâm thinking Iâll treat her like a crash test dummy â meaning I will try a higher risk strategy because I donât care if I fuck up.
Donât get me wrong â this girl has a lovely tight ass and will be a fucking raging demon in the sack â I do want to fuck her. Thereâs just only so much Iâm prepared to invest so I leave it at that. She deletes me from Facebook â only the third time itâs ever happened. And then, April 13th rolls around and as Iâm walking to work my phone vibrates:
HB 8:31am: Morning stranger! Are we still doing the dinner thing or milkshake thing today then? Have a good day Sheâs investing and bringing the energy. Qualification.
Krauser 8:35pm: Yeah, Iâm in. Nice words, bad boy subtext.
HB 8:36am: Haha so how we going to meet?
Krauser 8:37am: What time can you get to Piccadilly? Direct. Donât waste words.
HB 8:38am: 2ish
Krauser 8:38am: pm?
HB 8:38am: Ya
Krauser 8:39am: I finish work at 5. How about we meet at St Paulâs Cathedral then? Meet me on my terms.
HB 8:40am: OK ð have fun at work!
Krauser 8:40am: Ok. See you soon ð Reward her good behaviour.
A normal exchange but whatâs the subtext? Why delete me from Facebook, see me show no attempt to rebuild the connection, and then suddenly show strong commitment to seeing me again? Is there a time-delay pussy tingle detonating? Later that day:
HB 1:05pm: Which is the station near by the cathedral?
Krauser 1:06pm: Haha. Guess. It was a retarded question so Iâm being nice here.
HB 1:06pm: Liverpool station. Retard.
Krauser 1:07pm: St pauls
HB 1:10pm: I know but there are few same name when I serch it, just tell me please. Such player! Oh, sounds like a little banter is being struck up. Shift to attraction gameâ¦
Krauser 1:12pm: Central Line. Shall I send a limousine to pick up the princess?
HB 1:15pm: Hahaha, I donât like them, old English mini will do ð central line which station?
Krauser 1:20pm: Ok â St Pauls station, central line. Do you need GPS coordinates too? Subtext = sheâs a retard and Iâm just about tolerating it. Playful.
Krauser 1:21pm: Btw, wear something nice. Iâm dressed like a tramp and one of us needs to look good. Pull her into my leading frame, make her qualify to impress me, underline that I donât give a fuck about stuff.
HB 1:26pm: I think I look nice hahaha
HB 1:36pm: I wear something like Spartan, hope is nice to you. Yeah, interesting.
Krauser 1:37pm: Cool. Iâll wear red Speedoes. Worked for Gerard Butler.
HB 1:38pm: Check you out, I will kiss you if you do! Nice one Interesting that she brings that up. Whatâs the maxim in Game â âIf sheâs talking about sex, that means sheâs thinking about having sex with YOUâ?
Krauser 1:41pm: Heh. That depends how sexy YOU look. I look AWESOME in Speedoes. Like Borat Run with it, force her to think of my in underwear but release the tension with a push/joke
HB 1:48pm: Awesome! I love borat. Iâm not sexy type btw, more like Taiwanese type. âIâm not a party girl anymore, even though I obviously amâ
Krauser 1:52pm: Yeah, Taiwanese are not sexy. A nation of librarians and lawyers. Push her away, screening frame â but playful
HB 2:03pm: Shame, canât do kiss then. Beta bait.
Krauser 2:05pm: Maybe just some light touching and shy smiles. Iâll call you and raise you.
HB 2:09pm: The weather is awesome. Not sure about this. Is she banking that little bit of escalation (a good thing) or snipping the thread to avoid it (a bad thing)?
Krauser 2:13pm: Like summer. Squirrels running up trees, geese wandering around the lake. I love it. Positive imagery. No questions.
HB 2:14pm: Hmmm, such a waste because you work and I am going to enjoy it! Tease to regain her superiority
Krauser 2:20pm: Take a few photos to show me. Try to catch a squirrel. Put her into her place as trying to impress me.
I meet this girl and sheâs dressed nice. For the first hour or so things are slightly awkward because Iâm trying not to show interest and sheâs being a little sassy and guarded. We walk down to the South Bank and to an old school pub. Iâm having to carry the conversation and gradually she loosens up and invests until by the end of the pint sheâs really into it. Before showing up Iâd already made the decision that either she chases me or nothing happens â Iâm not gonna kino escalate â so I settle into a strong alpha frame and the DHVs are all subtle. Iâm not even sure what my goal is (obviously Iâd like to fuck her, I just donât want to jump through any hoops to do so) but I sort of settle on befriending, entouraging, and then letting her come to me over the course of the next couple of months.
We walk on to Pizza Express and things really change. Sheâs IOIing like crazy including an almost comical wanking of her glass of water â over and over again for about ten minutes. She pinkens a little, changes her posture to be more alluring, suddenly gets itchy around her neck. All of the classic non verbal signs. It helps that I keep dropping in casual conversation about fucking.
As we walk out sheâs grabbing onto my arms and doing the whole doe-eyed please-protect-me little girl stuff (which I love) and as we say goodbye at the tube station sheâs in a deep hug with me, face tilted up to me, lips almost touching. The kiss close was there for the taking but Iâm thinking âno, you rebuffed me last time, this time I rebuff youâ. She wants to come out again on Saturday.
When I get home she re-adds me to Facebook and messages. I accept and we have a one-hour chat session (while Iâm also chatting with the Aussie and Italian). That gets more overtly sexual and itâs clear that sheâs seriously turned on while trying to hold herself back. The classic forebrain-hindbrain conflict. The whole time Iâve made it clear Iâm a player and pick up girls. Much of the Day 3 conversation was about technical aspects of game and me telling stories from actual sets. It kinda solidifies that central tenet of game â itâs the hindbrain that determines the lay, and preselection helps trigger it. Doesnât much matter if her forebrain thinks youâre a womaniser, its pussy tingle uber alles. Iâm kinda pleased to get this girl back in play.
