Apart from studying theory and practicing what you have studied, is there a way to internalise all the shitload of stuff you read? There is really so much information available on the web about sexual strategies (redpill), seduction and similar stuff.

I feel like it's litterally impossible to memorize every single thing, and if you do, it will vanish in your brain after a short period of time. (from personal experience)

It's obviously pointless to know everything, but I feel like I want to know as much as possible and I just guess it's my brain tricking me into thinking that.

I'm that kind of person here in trp who likes reading this kind of stuff and while it may seem a positive thing I feel like I'm losing myself.

I've been doing mindmaps where from a simple RedPill quote I try to connect as much examples as possible so my mind memorizes it easily.

e.g: "A woman's desire is to be desired (by an alpha male)" --> woman crave for attention --> if you don't give them those attentions they'll believe your value is higher --> you are the prize, she is chasing you.

And I keep trying connecting as many concepts as possible.

What do you think about that?