I’m currently in a LTR of thus far 4 months. At the beginning I was extremely blue pill. Also it’s a LDR. If I had of known about theredpill reality before entering I would have never let it get to this stage, but the fact is now, I have deep oneitis for this girl, and she treats me great. While she’s here I have no problem being red pilled with her and she responds extremely well. I.e. craves affection, constantly horny, chases me. But when she’s away(only for the next four months) of which we only get to see one another once a month, I’ve been struggling with how to act. I’ve been extremely distant, but it’s made her extremely depressed to the point where she’s finally said, if she doesn’t feel like I give a fuck about her, she will have to end it because it’s just not fair on her state of mind. I want to show how much I care but it just makes me feel like such a feminine soppy bitch which I hate. I love the new found feeling of pure masculinity and drive I’ve gained but am struggling deeply with this. Terminating the relationship isn’t an option, I know I’d immediately regret it and go a bit nutty at the thought of her with others. She’s my exact type.

Advice pls?