Title says it all. I met a girl and I’m pushing hard as fuck to not feel this feeling. I’ve been fucking other girls at college but this one has something about her...

I’m focused on my mission. I have hobbies. Friends. A frat. Girls. Still, this one, she’s always in my head.

Call me an autist, a fag, or a beta. I genuinely don’t give a fuck. For those of you who can share some insight as to why this is psychologically happening to me and how I can pull myself to stop it, thank you in advance.