Before I start, this is not one-itis.

This is completely and utterly an ego thing.

Here's the situation.

I'm a 19 year old college student, auto mechanic, and musician (singer/songwriter, arranger, multi-instrumentalist.)

I'm 5'11" (180 cm) at a very lean 165 lbs (73 kg), I have great posture, great grooming, and dress better than every other guy in my college, literally.

Personality wise my friends and family describe me as independent, reliable, ambitious, witty, stoic, funny, and cocky.

My face is about top 10% as voted by Rate Me, Photofeeler, and numerous comments and compliments I have received in person.

I get eye fucked so much that it makes me uncomfortable.

Now with this girl, I have no competition. I look the way I look, carry myself the way I carry myself, and hold the fucking frame. I either know or know of all her friends and none of the males in her life are remotely alpha. I know Chads when I meet them and she knows none.

But for some unknown goddamm reason, she's telling my sister that she "doesn't see me that way," and also trying to get back with her beta ex.

What makes this even more complicated is how she acts around me. Smiley, laughey, touchey feely, bedroom eyes, just IOI happy.

What the fuck is this shit?

Does she not want me? If so, why the fuck not?

If she does, why is she saying this shit?