So I've been hanging out with this girl from work. She's a conservative christian virgin. Our past few times hanging out I've always tickled her and we have drank together. She's cuddled with me and I've escalated on her physically. Nothing sexual has happened, etc. Since she always stops me. She's laid on my lap for hours, and has even sat on me and shit etc.

However tonight though she really didn't like me touching her, even if it was trying to give her a high-five for doing something good. Or even tickling her side with my foot as she sat behind me. I'm not sure if it's the alcohol that let me do previous stuff or what, but even before she left today she gave me a weak ass half hug, where in the past she's given me 3 minute long big hugs and shit. Maybe I'm being too outcome dependent, but I'm not sure why I am caring so much about this shit.