Apparently I still get incredibly aggravated at the thought of her being with certain people (friends, baby's father, lower smv guys).

Since we've broken up (a little over a year), I've been with other women. We did remain friends since she has always been my best support system and is relatively smart to most of the people I know. With that being said, I hadn't talked to her in over a week and thought I'd give her a call.

She had been out of town with her daughter at a friend's (guy). Whether she fucked this guy or not isn't really important for me to know. What's important is that when she told me this, I felt anxious and it aggravated the hell out of me. It reminded me of how I never want to fall in love again. EVER!!

I've decided to hell with her support. That feeling I got isn't worth it. Its been a loooong time since I felt that shit and I'm not looking for another serving of it.

Did any of you ever really get over your LTR's?