Well, I've recently posted a question asking how to TRULY not give a fuck. Not fake-it-till-you-make-it bullshit, but the proper mentality, foundations I would say. And you know what? It's working. I'm starting to have a blast anywhere I go and generally I stopped caring(not entirely yet) what others think. Life is just too ridiculous and I start to acknowledge it.

But there is also a problem. I'm 18, final year of highschool here in Poland, huge exam is just ahead and I couldn't care less. I mean, all those 'shoulds' have disappeared and I can't see a point in doing something I don't like anymore. Everyone says that our future depends on the results and I'm like 'meh, sure'.

Have you felt something similar? How did you manage?