Whenever I'm done fucking a plate and the pleasure of orgasm has subsided, the meaninglessness of the entire act/game overwhelms me. It's an ever repeating cycle of attraction which diminishes and my search for a new girl that can provide the initial spark once more but the happiness never lasts.

Even during sex, eventually I lose the sensation and go numb, can't even tell if I still have a boner.

I remember reading something by Schopenhauer who wrote that any emotional, physical pleasure will pall (as well as the memory of it) and one must repeatedly engage in it, but only the intellectual pleasure of philosophy will last one.

So, do you feel fulfilled by gaming, are you satisfied being exclusive in an LTR when the verdict is still out on monogamy being the strategy that fits men best?

Perhaps I am mistakenly expecting a kind of satisfaction women cannot provide me but I seriously question why we men put up with this shit (the entire game of attraction etc. detailed on TRP) when there's an entire world of sciences to explore.

I understand this is random rambling and perhaps low quality but if anyone was up for discussing it, it might really help me.