I originally submitted this to Return of Kings but they rejected it because they tend to shy away from race-based posts, so I am reposting it here.

A while ago I came across a web forum about Asian American issues, and being of mixed race heritage myself, I was intrigued by the claims that young, mixed race men and women suffer from unique mental issues. Seeing that myself, as a young man growing up, have been far from a normally, well adjusted young man, and having struggled from severe depression (which I am generally able to hide), I thought that there certainly must have been a correlation between ethnicity and these supposed mental health concerns.

While reading about this, one particular example came up; a young woman who appeared in a violent, almost-rape themed pornography video produced by Facial Abuse, (whose claim to fame largely came with Belle Knox, the Duke University student who, as a purported feminist, allowed herself to be brutally face-fucked to the point of crying and vomiting onto the genitals of a faceless, tattooed pornographer). Similar to the case of Belle Knox, this young woman willingly gagged on a penis, but to a more extreme extent (from what I heard from people who have watched the video), actually bled from her mouth.

This young woman, a half-Chinese, half-white girl who was raised in Manhattan, went under the name Mayli in the video, her real name being Kelly Baltazar. She was a bit of a legend at Georgetown, the university that she matriculated into when she was 18, and was later kicked out of for selling marajuana.

I was intrigued by her story, and as I read more and more into it, it came to light that she came from an extremely wealthy family, one whose worth was probably similar that to the richest families in the US; Goldman, Sachs, Diamond, Rockefeller, etc, raised in Manhattan, with a brother who went to school in Westchester, and both siblings given the best and most luxurious life that an American could have.

Being from New York City myself, from a relatively wealthy family, I took interest in this, simply because I had neither heard of her before, and also because it was fascinating to see how deeply into the gutter some of these rich girls that I had rubbed shoulders with in my studies at New York's best university, could throw themselves. What's more was that this particular girl was probably doing it in the name of liberating and freedom, just as what Belle Knox did.

Looking at Ms. Baltazar's younger pictures (if only from a year before), she looked like a very, very sweet young woman from a happy family; from my own experience as a mixed race child, I can only assume that her father was a successful man sick and tired of the games that American white women were playing and wound up marrying a Chinese woman (I am not sure if foreign born or not), with the assumption that she would be loyal and could provide him with a normal family life, filled with faith and relative traditionalism that would have been expected some 50 years ago. I can also only assume that this might have actually worked out in Mr. Baltazar's favor, as the pictures show young Kelly playing piano in church, something that I myself took part in as one of these families which supposedly valued hard work, decency, and excellence in music and the arts. I won't go further and assume that Mrs. Baltazar (nee' Wang, I believe) was one of the millions of self-hating, ultra-feminist Asian women that played hypergamy by the books (all the while disguising it as "fighting patriarchy" and landed herself a white male with the supposed belief that this will grant her access to better social standing, as well as whiter children, if and not also because she somehow valued white physical features over her own - I mention this last part because as a half-Asian male, this is something that is very common among Asian women and leads, very commonly, to severely emotionally distressed children (my brother being the most severe, myself being somewhat less, but far from happy, and grown up scared, confused, and depressed). I will touch on this later.

So what went wrong? I write this article with the expressed goal of exposing the true nature of women, in three particular, and unique modes.

One: The complete lack of accountability. After making these extremely violent and disturbing pornographic videos, Kelly Baltazar has now gone on, ever since being expelled from Georgetown, to finishing her bachelor's degree at Hunter College, which far from being incredible, is a decent school by no leaps and bounds; whether or not they are aware of her videos is questionable, as Hunter, to my knowledge, isn't the most politically inclined school, while her history would certainly be an issue with a school that is.

She also will attend Columbia University to get her masters to study either art history of Chinese, from the looks of her LinkedIn. Not only would her career as a Chinese art historian, or whatever other meaningless job she would be able to land, be facilitated by her rich parents, but also be completely unaffected by her performance in what amounts to sadist pornography of a pretty sickening quality (this is coming from someone who enjoys porn). The irony now is that she works in a number of positions involving Chinese art, being in an out of internships at the Metropolitan Museum of art, Christies and with the government-linked China Institute; ironically, when I was younger I had applied to similar jobs, but as a man I never received responses, but as a young woman with limitless connections any kind of job like that would be like shooting fish in a barrel for her to land - for virtually any woman to land, really. The point to all of this is that she was able to hide all of her activities from her employers (I highly doubt any Chinese national would hire her, given their conservative nature), but also, she has the gall to perform in pretty fucking disgusting videos and turn around and involve herself in high culture, thereby proving that women have zero accountability for their actions and will always be given a free pass once they get old enough to involve themselves in "the real world", whereas the male performer in those videos would probably never be able to work a real job again - and while we're at it, be labeled a misogynist. Meanwhile, the girl that signs up to be face-fucked like a wild animal to the point of bleeding and vomiting can chalk it up to her "wild youth."

What's more, is that I'm sure once she goes to Columbia, she'll find herself some nice, beta, bearded (white) guy who will "overlook" her youthful indiscretions thanks to feminist indoctrination, or will probably never even hear of them until one faithful night when he is browsing porn while his wife is in the toilet taking a shit, since she won't fuck him after get married (that's only for the bad-boys from her youth). The worst part is that this girl will be given a lifelong career in awful, bullshit meaningless work that only a woman could do, while men everywhere are languishing in unemployment, many of them unable to find a suitable partner for dating or marriage.

Two: The idea that she was "liberating" herself, and is an ardent feminist. Feminism, we can see from both this case and that of Belle Knox, isn't about equal rights, equal pay, or any of that. It is pretty much allowing both the hypergamy of females as well as their perverse sexual desires to go unchecked. Most men who watched the Facial Abuse videos have said they are at very least, disturbing, and not arousing at all. Yet for some reason, the VERY first video that both these young girls made (Ms. Baltazar doing hers less than a week after her 18th birthday) was the most extreme, violent, domineering porn that a woman could make, to the point that the only people that could actually stomach the shit would be a man that severely wants to physically dominate women in the bedroom, and violently, to an extreme extent. What the fuck?

This is "liberation?" In a sense, it is. According to a 40 year old book called "The Secret Garden," being raped is a fantasy of many women. The hypocrisy of women turning around and saying that men are the ones oppressing and raping them is fucking insane. Both Ms. Baltazar and Knox willingly went into this porn, because it turned them on. Nothing short of being violently destroyed to the point of vomiting and crying was able to satisfy them; and yet these women still have the gall to turn around and say that men are "patriarchs" that seem to oppress them. Even if a man was able to oppress a woman in 2014, it wouldn't come CLOSE to what these girls did WILLINGLY in the videos, and were proud to do.

Both girls, of course, once they get old enough, will find themselves some clueless guy (yes, there are plenty) to profess their spurious love to, and to tell them that they are "changed" from how they were when they were 18. But as we all fucking know, women don't change; they just get better at hiding their sick desires (I say sick, because there is normal sex, and then there is Facial Abuse) in order to deceive a man. Whether it was their desire for bad boys, criminals, thugs, pornographers, rapists, degenerates, etc., it will always be there - it's just that they expect men to accept them after they grow too old and ugly to keep getting what they want. And that's what feminism is - just a big fucking excuse for women's behavior, and demanding men to not ask that women act like human beings for once.

What were Mayli and Belle Knox "liberating" themselves from? From a wealthy, content upbringing? Or just from their pathetic excuse for a father's expectations that they be "good little girls"? Apparently it was too much for both young women to handle - being good little girls, i.e., being normal, decent human beings that don't get skull-fucked on camera for millions of men to watch. I guess that sheer pressure of this unsaid "expectation" (that's expected from any normal fucking kid) just had to be overcome by performing in extreme porno. Women will literally find any, any excuse to debase themselves to the very bottom, and then when called out on it, merely say they are fighting patriarchy, which is nothing but a catch phrase for nothing at all.

Three: Hypergamy. It's come to my attention that on Return of Kings / Reddit / manosphere, many white fellas say that they value Asian / Indian women. But what is an Asian woman to a white man, other than a hypergamous whore looking for a one up on her ethnic males? The amount of shit that Asian or Indian women say to Asian / Indian men is astounding, yet white males are still willing to sit next to these women and call them their wives. Asian "feminism" is nothing more than an excuse for Asian women to fuck white males, and scream at shadows on the wall and call them patriarchy. This is obviously bullshit, since white women sit there and scream at invisible white patriarchy.

That being said, this astounding hypocrisy and solipsism that women of all races display can't be ignored, and particularly when exhibited in Asian women, has disastrous results.

Elliot Rodgers was born from an Asian woman that I'm willing to bet my life on hated Asian males, and was fucking every white guy from Madison Avenue to Hollywood Hills - and out comes Elliot, 5'7", with a small penis, dark and ambiguously ethnic. He looks at his own mother who spent her whole life talking shit about Asian men - and lo and behold, her own son is a reminder that he could never be white. This is an experience that I (not the small dick part), and many half Asians, have probably experienced, and the confusion and anger that comes with it can only be owed to one person - our mothers. The only equivalent I can think of is a child who is born in a single-mother household who can't contemplate why his mom fucked an ex-con and couldn't attract a decent, beta provider for very long.

Women fuck up their kids - they destroy them, with their hypergamy, their single motherhood, their insane demands for men that their own children could never possibly live up to. So, we find ourselves Kelly Baltazar, daughter of an Asian woman and white male, unable to understand her position in the world; she looked pretty Asian, and probably wasn't able to attack Asian males as much as she wanted to attack white males, being mixed race; her own mother probably hoped that she would be whiter looking, being the hypergamous lunatic that she was, and failing this, Kelly went nuts. This ethnic blend is notorious for producing people that are mentally unstable, and it's no surprise that Belle Knox was also born from an Indian mother and a white father. We will see it again in the future, and I'm willing to bet that Tiger Mom Amy Chua's daughters will wind up in similar positions (though maybe not of Facial Abuse quality). Beyond that I can't exactly speculate what the fuck was going on their minds, but all of it is typically woman.