I know newbs are not supposed to post much, and I have been posting a lot, but I just had my first major breakthrough last night. I actually fucked my wife last night after 12+ months of nothing since our son was born....and not starfish sex or caveman sex...passionate, hour-long sex at 3:00am (and with mother-in-law sleeping in the next room).

I will try to give the short version. I had to work late. Go to gym, grab a beer (bar next to gym) and come home about 1:00. Wife is upset and tries to pick an argument. She then started prodding about all my "new behavior." I did not mention TRP or any specific books. I simply told her I was working on a self-improvement plan and then basically laid out TRP principles--confidence, physique, leadership, and said there are going to be a lot of changes and I am working on being a better man and husband.

I go to get ready for bed. Throughout the day, I had been sending her sexts and suggestive e-mails. I manage to get her in the closet, force her to the ground, and go down on her. She is close to finishing, and then forces me to stop and brings up "the cheating incident." I told her I did not want to speak about it anymore. She persisted. I gave in (but for a reason), and said "last time" and then we are done. I used this opportunity to basically tell her fuck me or fuck you, but not so bluntly. I flat out said not having sex for a year is not acceptable, that men have needs, that I was tired of wacking off to porntube. Talked about marriage vows, mentioned other opportunities I successfully resisted before last week, etc. etc....[yes, I talked too much....but I was trying to get the point across without making her cry]

I walked away and proceeded to take a cold shower. She came in after me (naked--hasn't done that in forever) and started talking about how she needs flowers and romance, etc., etc. to "be in the mood." I said "No. that's what you think you want. What you NEED is a strong man that will fuck your brains out." She then started to guilt me again about "the incident", saying how she doesn't think I like her anymore. I simply responded: "I want to fuck my wife." Finally, I said: "look, do you like my cock inside you or not." She says: "its not that simple." I said: "actually, yes it is."

Get out of shower and proceed to go to bed [showing O.I.]. She follows and keeps shit testing me. I ignored most of it and occasionally would respond: "I want to fuck my wife." By 3:00 a.m. I was ready to call it quits when she suddenly leans over and kisses me. I tell her I am not interested in duty or guilt sex and would just rather go to sleep. She says: "I want you to fuck me."

An hour of the most passionate sex we have had (even better than our wedding night) ensues. I think we actually woke up my mother in law, as I heard her moving about. Shit didn't matter. It was my house and I was fucking my wife.

Fellas, I know I have a heck of a long way to go.....but after 12 months of nothing...W.O.W. This shit DOES work.