I finally don't need others to validate me, I finally started working on myself, I finally stopped showing weakness around other people.

It turned me into a monster now. I now can't even show positive emotions around people, I just feel empty now. TRP has broke all the science down on people, and the excitement of life has been taken away from me. Everything is written down on paper, I read a lot of books on the behaviors of people, neuroscience books..psychology.. and now life feels boring.. I feel disconnected from people, and I don't feel like I'm on the same level as anyone else intellectually or emotionally..or more like.. I'm at a point to where I just can't see myself getting emotionally involved in anything in life now.

I don't know how to fix myself, how to lighten up. I can't revert back to how I was, what do I do?