I've been lurking for awhile and I totally agree with the information posted here. I used to think what a wonderful thing it would be to have a woman in my life who was my partner and friend. I see now that is fantasy. Coming from an extreme bluepill lifestyle I am already on my way to self improvement and will continue .... BUT .... all the work to get women and keep them even as plates seems like such a waste of time to just get some pussy. Because of TheRedpill I now have no respect for women and would not even want to have one sleep in my bed or spend time with. Why would I want to spend time with a creature that has not loyality, seeks on different levels to destroy me, is poisoned by feminism and can never really be my friend? Seems easier to do porn and self improvement. I'm so much in the Anger phase just don't see the point of all the work.... I have had one night stands and I don't feel good after them so not sure spinning plates or just sex is going to satisfy me at all. I also do not want children and don't have a desire to get married. I honestly don't want to be a MGTOW but don't see women as worth the effort ..... don't see any benefit to me playing all these games. Open to all thoughts.

I am grateful that RedPill has shown me the truth. Seriously thanks TheRedPill for taking away my illusions!