EDIT: I figured out what happened to me, I had a Satori experience apparently. Holy fuck that was intense. I felt like I was high for four days (I don't use drugs). I had never been that happy in my entire life about anything, but this lasted for four fucking days. I was worried somehow I had developed a mania or something but its not. Its just a deep understanding of everything. When I can calm down (feeling closer to normal after a week or so) I will probably rewrite this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwsPvsN7jVA

Its like the red pill in matrix, everything leading up to it was just morpheus telling me what to do and having basic understanding, the satori experience is like waking up out of the matrix, but instead of waking into a hellhole you wake up to be happy.


I don't really make many posts but I have had several major breakthroughs that I want to share that will help all you guys out. There is one thing I want to say though, I can tell you something, but it won't be real to you. Its like there is knowing a fact, and internalizing it into a real tangible manifested... thing... basically it becomes real to you. Its like if God appeared before you vs you believe in God. So this may not help you, and other posts may not help you, but eventually something will just click and you WILL GET IT.

So I have let go of guilt and shame for all my maleness. They tell you "you are shallow", you "hate women", etc. I am not shallow, beauty signal good genes, I don't hate women, I hate whores, and by hate whores I mean I will not give the time of day or money or taxes to women who are whores, because they are a bad investment, they chose to be whores so I choose to treat them like whore, if they acted like madonnas I would treat them as such. That visceral disgust you feel that women are whores IS YOUR BRAIN TRYING TO PROTECT YOU. Just like homophobia, to associate with homosexuals will very often lower your value to women, which is why homosexuality is gross to men. Even effeminate and weak men, these are disgusting to women and even men try to avoid them because they lower SMV. I am not justifying bigotry, but if gays exist b/c of biology, disgust of gays is also biological in order to increase fitness. Its all bad to be around because it lowers SMV. When you can take your biology as a man and... take pride (I use this to convey information I don't believe in pride or shame) in it you are unstoppable. You are the greatest hunter in the world, you are the greatest builder, you are the greatest scientists, philosopher, lover, killer, everything. Men are so fucking amazing, we are the pinnacle of the earth, and past that, beyond good and evil if you will are the ubermensch, this is where I am now. I understand and accept my masculinity and feel no shame or remorse or guilt for being a man, how could I? Why should I? But we are constantly bombarded with things like "hypermasculinity is bad", male values like freedom and autonomy are "selfish", and everything that is masculine is demonized in nearly every outlet in society. Even in conservative circles you are expected to wed one wife and take care of her. What is "hypermasculinity"? What about hyperfeminity? Why isn't that criticized? Because not only do neither exist, but you can never criticize females ever.

As a man you will always be attacked and torn down for being a man in every conceivable way by every conceivable institution and idea. Ignore it.

But how does it relate to hating women? We all come to this forum because we know the truth, or at least feel it, "like a sliver in your mind", that is the reptile (not being scientific) brain telling you DANGER DR. ROBINSON DANGER. You keep trying to stop yourself from becoming a man, you want to deny yourself it, to stay beta, or you do something even worse you overshoot masculine and become a fake caricature of masculinity that is defined by women. You are an "asshole". No you are a man. I even overshot into this hollywood-esque fake male asshole in some ways. But to be masculine is good, its to be like Marcus Aurelius. There is so much power in being a man that the world does everything it can to stamp out as many men as it can from the crib onwards. This esoteric knowledge of how to be a man is heavily guarded so only the absolute strongest of men can break through the cages society puts us in. The vast masses of men exist as tax slave and cannon fodder and happily attack any man who empathizes with their plight.

Again what does this have to do with hating women? Hating women is another cage. Justitifed anger is a cage. Its the hardest cage to break because you are JUSTIFIED in being angry, and being JUST is a male quality. Women are lying evil thieving paternal fraud man killing piece of shit whores, make no mistake, this is the case, anyone who softens this is lying to themselves. But is it a bad thing that women are lying evil thieving paternal fraud man killing piece of shit whores? It is if you are a beta, so don't be a beta, and you can't get mad. Like this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzpndHtdl9A

I posted the following in response to why women hate weakness and its a continuation and expansion of the ideas I have been explaining:

No this is pretty accurate. Women hate weakness because weakness means their genes don't reproduce. The only times women settle for weakness is when that is the best they can get and know it. Thats why women still despise beta husbands who do everything for them because they are weak. Its hard to realize and this isn't a bad thing per say, its just a thing, something that is true. Thats why they will share an alpha over marry a beta. Thats why they ride the cock carousel sucking alpha cock like it gives them oxygen because they NEED ALPHA COCK in a biological genetic sense. Its literally get a big alpha cock to pound them as hard and long as possible or die. This isn't their thoughts, this is their animal brain.

Its like a scorpion can sting you, its in its nature. Are you mad at a scorpion for being a scorpion? Are you mad at gravity when you trip and fall? Of course not. And think of it like this. I actually learned this from RSD Tyler (not endorsing but he has good info), if women HADN'T been disgusting evil whores we would be extinct. The reason why we have giant brains, giant dicks (much larger than other apes/monkeys), big tits 24/7 (no other mammals have that), hands, toolmaking, shelter, civilization, is because WOMEN PICKED THE BIGGEST MOST DOMINANT MEN OR MEN WITH THESE CHARACTERISTICS. This is the point of life. The universe was almost entirely hydrogen at the start (still is, ignore bad science pls). Then it had some helium, etc. And this complexity keeps building and building. Stars form, stars explode, new more complex elements arise, planets arise, moons arise. Everything is cooling off and forming into greater complexity. Water. Carbon. Gold. Platinum. Forged in the heart of stars. Then microbes. Single cell. Multi cell. Plants. Fish. Reptiles. Mammals. Man. The entire universe has risen to complexity and the most complex thing is the human brain. We are the great tide of history reaching the furthest up the shore. And one of my favorite Nietzsche quotes

teach you the Overman! Mankind is something to be overcome. What have you done to overcome mankind?

All beings so far have created something beyond themselves. Do you want to be the ebb of that great tide, and revert back to the beast rather than overcome mankind? What is the ape to a man? A laughing-stock, a thing of shame. And just so shall a man be to the Overman: a laughing-stock, a thing of shame. You have evolved from worm to man, but much within you is still worm. Once you were apes, yet even now man is more of an ape than any of the apes.

This quote is still mind blowing to me after reading it hundreds of times. The pursuit of excellence is the purpose of all life, to grow, to evolve, to spread, to dominate. Check out "The Will to Power" as well, it explains feminism and women completely, every belief system, but specifically liberal beliefs and ideology/dogmas.

Red pill men are the pinnacle of humanity. Not because we are the scientists or warriors, but because we seek truth and improvement. The reason why I objected so hard to PUA/game/etc is because it is not improvement and advancement of man. But TRP was and always has been that. That male trait of excellence and competition, of truth and reason over feelings and emotion, that is the ultimate of all things. If you have been paying attention to athiest circles they have become religious, there are things like Atheism+ which means being a SJW retard whiteknight faggot that adopted a non supernatural religion of equality and bullshit with zero basis in reality. See, people aren't more rational or less religious, its just the scam artists who sold snake oil got found out, so now they sell organic fair trade environmentally responsible shade grown free range faggotry snake oil to the new saps. This is what environmentalism and the whole liberal platform is about (the right is bad too but at least have a little bit of honesty, maybe thats worse though).

We have no greater faculty than reason, but emotion, the hundreds of millions of years of evolution are needed just as much as a simple molecule like water. Don't discount the path that got you here, don't hate it, accept it. If there was another way for man to arise that was better it would have happened, but this is the nature of things. So become the ubermensch, become the ultimate man women beg to fuck, get beyond good and evil, read up on transhumanism. We are the cutting edge, make sure your blade is sharp.

Can you imagine being a hobbit or a frog? Sure the ego is mad that women are evil cunt piece of shit whores (yes they are), but its for the benefit of the species so you don't have to be mad, you just have to be strong.

What I'm trying to say is, accept reality as it is, and figure out how to game the system. That is what game is. I was still mad at women for a long time, actually still had lingering anger until a few days ago until I realized that what women have done IS EVIL, but I have got all the benefit from it. I am not excusing women's behavior for it. It literally is evil and primal, but it is what it is. If women don't follow contracts and their words mean nothing, who is the one in the wrong, the person who does evil and breaks contracts or the person who continually contracts with the devil that is woman?

Like what would you rather do? Fight feminism your whole life and lose b/c you are fighting biology? Or fuck a ton of hot bitches and get money from women with no responsibilities because you went with the flow of things? Are you going to be Atlas and shrug? Are you going to stop the entire fucking cosmos because you don't like the way they are expanding, is your hate going to break the laws of math, physics, and biology? Are you ready to accept the matrix? Because if you are mad at women (as a whole) YOU ARE IN THE MATRIX. You don't understand.

And don't get me wrong women pay dearly for their choices, but it is their choice to make. Do you want to pay for women's mistakes or be the mistakes women made? That is the choice. You have no obligation to whores but any madonnas you come across deserve to be treated like a madonna.

Its like a woman who cheats. Is it your fault for fucking someone's wife? Or would they have found someone else to fuck anyway? Where did you enter into a morally binding contract to limit your sexuality? So why should you be punished for her breaking her contract?

Trust me this will make sense when you get to super red pill levels like I have. This isn't a bragging post, I just really really got to a new level of understanding and I hope this will help you guys.