It was in some Kinesiology course's lab, where you did exercises and found out your rating and stuff. The white girl in the story is the girl who I regret fucking up with.

Week 1: There's like intros or some shit, I walk in late and all the seats are full except this table with 3 girls (1 asian 1 brown one white). The white girl ignores me at first, doesn't really pay any attention. I completely ignore her and don't even look her direction. Then after I introduce myself and make the class laugh twice with my responses, she "accidentally" bumped into me while taking off her hoodie.

Week 2: There's some equipment set-up thing, I get the asian and white girl to do it. The TA goes "you can set up yourself" and I go "naaah, can't spoil em, give them an inch and they'll take a mile". And they laugh hard, I can tell they're thinking it's kinda true. But then the fucking brown bitch goes "I'm not a part of this" and I was high on Addy 30mg at the time and couldn't come up with a response. I should've said "that's cuz I like my helpers pretty" or "I didn't ask you to be". Me not responding kinda made it awkward.

Week 3: There's some gay exercise where you lie on a bench on your stomach and your upper body is off the bench. You need a spotter. I volunteer as spotter for the brown girl and right underneath her ass (unintentionally, I thought it was where you were supposed to be). Everyone laughs and I go "what?" and the girl is like "you're supposed to be on my legs" and I go there. During the exercise I'm like "keep it tight" and people laugh and stuff.

Fuck it's getting tiring writing all this shit, I'll cut to the chase. The asian girl gave me her number and I retardedly texted her asking if she wanted to cuddle even though I knew she had a bf. That was stupid, what kind of pussy asks to cuddle?! She knew what I was really asking, but the thing is that stupid line worked a few days earlier on some other girl so I tried it again. She probably told the other girls there. Also, I was leaning looking into this thing in our lab, and this scrawny bitch of a nerd goes "can you move" loudly and I move a bit. I could've pummeled him into a corpse but I had recently gotten arrested and didn't wanna face the law again. But it probs made me look like a bitch to the white girl. Although later on, when we were applying machines that compress the arm, he complained about the smallest size hurting him so I was like "you need to work on your biceps" and it kinda made him look pathetic. Also, we were getting tests back and I bragged about doing better than the white girl (she's kinda nerdy) and she told me to stfu. And I kinda just brushed it off and ignored, I should've said something like "woah... must be shark week" and kinda laughed in her face. But at that point I'd lost a lot of her interest, although she still gave me mixed signals. Then there was this like deadlift measure pulley thing, I got the highest in the lab and she was impressed. But when I was doing the gay lying on stomach on bench thing, she could tell I was trying and said "you know you don't have to get first in everything, right".

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I regret fucking it up with her because I saw her drunk with fake gangsters on her Insta. I know I could kick all their asses and stuff, for a fact (I'm high-ranked in BJJ and Muay Thai), I know I'm realer than all of them, and if I had just been smoother I know for a fact I could've fucked. Fuck... idk why I posted this, just for advice I guess. But you guys can make fun of me too if you want. This happened like 4 years ago, I've gotten a lot better at game since then but I really miss this girl. I was thinking of DMing her but I didn't have Insta when I met her so she'll know she was on my mind and I actively searched her name and found her.