Disclaimer: I'm sure many guys here who have a girlfriend will downvote me, but to be honest, this just shows you care too much. If you are improving yourself and applying dread game, don't worry, you will not lose your girlfriend.

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There was a post on here the other day regarding how girls' boyfriend don't exist when you are high value.

And man, that shit is a fucking black pill for me.

I would like to expand a little more about it. If you want to read it, you might find it interesting, and I will appreciate some advice from the advanced guys here.

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I know it might sound like I'm bragging. Let me tell you, it's not my intent, but

during the past 4 years of my self-improvement journey I reached the point where people stare at me, due to my physique and attitude. Of course I'm not Brad Pitt, but I get a certain degree of attention from people.

I'd say it was a real monk mode, as I barely left home. But man the confidence I have now is incredible.

Monk mode is golden. Some old friends really don't understand how the fuck I managed to leave the world of the mediocre and climb the ladder.

Mind you, I'm still 20, but as I said I've been doing this shit for 4 years already. I'm aware the room for improvement is unlimited, that's why I don't want to look like I'm bragging.

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I just got home from the old town of my city and I was dressed with a black fitting shirt and jeans. Both of the item fit so my physique is clearly visible.

I don't know how many girls were staring at me.

And what's crazy. Lots of them were close to their boyfriend. The girl was kissing her boyfriend and a second later she turns to look at me. She checks repeateadly if I'm looking at her.

One girl was looking at me and touching sexually her legs (like strippers) in front of her boyfriend. And no, I'm not fucking kidding. Again, many of you will not believe it, but think for a second, why the fuck would I have to lie? What do I get from it? Nothing.

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And here's the problem. I am feeling like shit. This is a sort of black pill for me.

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I feel like I'd love to bang those same women. And those girls are often quite hot, despite their boyfriend being low value (boyfriend today means beta bucks more often than not). I've seen this a fucking LOT.

I'd love to go there and steal them from those skinny guys who are low value.

(some of you will say, "how do you know they are low value? Maybe they have something that you don't have". I know because if they were high value, their girlfriends wouldn't eye fuck me*. If you have a girlfriend, it doesn't mean shit. What matters is whether you are the "Alpha Fucks" and not the "Beta Bucks". Who's read the Book of Pook knows what I mean).*

I feel like I deserve to bang those women. I feel entitled to them. I've been working so fucking hard for these past years.

It's like I want to finally feel validated. I went from the skinny nerd, the most ignored guy of the room, to a guy who gets plenty of attention by both guys and women. And I earned it.

I dream of going there and literally give them the alpha dick they've been fantasising for so long.

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BUT there's something that stops me from doing it. Is it my inner beta who still exists on some degree?

Is it because I don't want to start fights? Is it because of common sense? But what is common sense, really? Their girlfriends actually want to be stealed from higher value men. They are just waiting for someone with enough balls to take them.

Perhaps I'm lacking the balls in that context.

What are your opinions on this? Should I just try and fulfill this desire of mine? Or is it just a scarcity mindset?

Thanks in advance to everyone who took the time to read this.

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notes:

// If you are not new here, you know women are sexual to the fucking core. And you probably don't know how many women who have boyfriends (or are married) fantasize about other men. They fantasize about dominant men, which are lacking in today's society, as we know. They have fantasies which you probably would never want to hear (If you want to find them out, read The Secret Garden and books on BDSM).

They fantasize about being tied up and fucked like a piece of meat. Do you think their boyfriends can do that? I really doubt that. In fact, I believe 95% of them watch porn. And porn is the catalyst for becoming a cuck who enjoys her woman getting fucked by other guys. You become unable to fuck your woman like nature demands her to be fucked.

And here's the problem. Porn is so easily to find that literally every guy who's not aware about its negative effects watches it.

The amount of alpha males (this term is becoming overused and is losing its value, but you get the point) is just fucking low. Some say it's the 20%. I say it's less than that. Being the best out of 5 guys is fucking easy in today's world. Lift and here is it.

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And that's what TheRedPill does to you. You become a sexual being. You become a man by realising you've been conditioned from society to repress your masculinity.

You now know women are sexual creatures and are attracted to dominant sexual men, not skinny cucks who lean in to kiss their girlfriends on the cheecks.

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