I've been following TRP for half a year now. I read the rational male and think I understand the main idea of redpill. But fuck, I can't implement that shit into my life. I'm so fucking beta, and nothing I read will help me change that. I've been in so many perfect situations where I can get out of my comfort zone and be alpha but my beta self won't let me. The only times I'm alpha is when i'm drunk, which is fucked up because I thought it would help me practise. I always tell myself that I'm going to do it but I never go for it. What should I do? How did any of you guys deals with getting out of your comfort zone and actually going for it?