18 yo kissless and dateless with a body that looks like this 5’7” 185lbs according to my FFMI I’m on steroids but I’ve never ran a cycle. I’ve been too beta to approach most of the time and when I have been approached I’ve literally always cockblocked myself, I cannot understand what is wrong with me but I’m ready for change.

I’ve stopped porn and masturbating entirely. I’ve quit nicotine and I’m trying to cut easy dopamines. I haven’t quit cannabis yet but it’s next

I WILL follow this program https://www.goodlookingloser.com/anxiety/program starting TODAY even if it’s silly just so that my brain can readjust it’s stress response to talking to girls I find attractive.

In high school while all my friends got into relationships all I did was hit the gym like a fucking maniac and use powerful psychedelic drugs to destroy my ego. (Dmt, 5-MeO-DMT, 4-AcO-DMT, LSD analogues, shrooms and absolutely retarded amounts of cannabis) I probably have the prefrontal cortex of a fucking infant.

Anyways please share your advice wise pussy slayers.