Fucked a plate in a pool. (Yes I know, stupid idea it just happened) we’ll she got a bladder infection. I feel bad cause she feels shitty it’s been like a week and a half. Kind of my fault.

Do I comfort in anyway? Been seeing her a long time, she’s damn near perfect. Wears what I want, does what I want, buys me stuff, knows I’m with other girls etc.

Wanted to buy her flowers or some corny shit leave it at her door. With a get well soon note. But feel like it might be too much. Haven’t seen her since. Just talked over text about her test results.