I jerked it to porn this week for the first time since April 2016, when I found this place. I’d kept it together for so long. But a combination of events the past few days left me in a moment of weakness, and I got to the point where I just said fuck it. Now I’m left feeling nothing but embarrassment in myself.

I don’t really have a question, I know what to do now. Start the streak again. I guess this is just a vent. I’m disappointed in myself. For those on their own streaks, remember if you get the urge it’s just not worth it. Don’t give in. Time for me to start again.

That’s all, cheers.