I’ve had a couple disappointing experiences recently that’s left me with the thought that “women are children”. Maybe I did something wrong, idk. Either way, women complain about not being able to find an LTR or that most guys only want hookups and yet they disappear even though I’m looking for the same and they expressed strong interest in me. This has kinda left me thinking I should just start playing hard to get and leaving mixed signals to get them worked up. That’s not my personality tho. I’m very honest and straightforward with what I want, but I guess that’s a disadvantage nowadays. Maybe I come across as too eager sometimes, but I’m not so sure. I never really changed my behavior that much. This whole thing is a joke. How can I just stop caring? I want to kill my sex drive somehow. This is all so fucking childish and stupid and I honestly hate having to deal with humanity and all of their stupid emotions. I don’t want to play stupid psychological games anymore.