I see so many men give their testimonies about how they used to be very awkward and horrible with girls and now they feel better that they changed but I don't want that.
Feels like I've been trying so hard for years to become this perfect man that women will like and it's only been making me more and more insecure and I've never felt unworthy until recently. It's nobody's fault that I feel this way only my own.
I hate that you have to be confident and witty and Charming all the time. I still have resentment against all those guys who were just better at it than me. I wish I could go back in time when I was a kid and start working on myself more than maybe I could have had more fulfilling relationships with women but I feel like it's too late. I hate that I put in so much effort for years and still got nothing I don't want to put any more effort. I'm ready to cry when I see couples out in public because I can't help but wonder how did these men do it. Have they achieved something that I can't. How did they get something so easily that I have barely scratched the surface on and that's what bothers me the most and that's what's making me suicidal. And honestly I guess that's why I don't take advice because I don't want to admit than anybody else is right especially when it comes to romance.
I'm tired of always being the last one picked. I'm starting to believe there's some guys just don't have it in them no matter how hard they try.
It's too easy to say don't focus on women when all I see around me are people in relationships and I know not all relationships are perfect but it's better than being single.
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