I don't know how to say this, or if this is the right place (I hope so).
I feel like I was an ex RPW, or something I don't know what.
My relationship went like this:
I had to be under a certain weight, over a certain income, have a certain hair length, wear certain clothes and gain the approval of certain people.
I had to cook certain things, provide certain things.
It was this overly challenging role, like a job that paid me in high praise but little else.
Well time wore on and I didn't have the capacity to function in my job duties anymore. It became a job I quit. I ran from it. It was all work and no reward.
The thing is, after I hit the wall, and became just an ordinary human with problems that wasn't allowed.
I was replaced by someone else.
However the someone else isn't perfect either. Matter of fact the new person is guilty of cardinal sins before the entry point.
My X ran a tight ship. After I left the tight ship all but sank so I guess it is what it is.
However the two of them do OK, so now I'm here going, what just happened to my life?
I put all this huge effort into being someone I wasn't to please someone who couldn't care less anyway.
Red pill refugee?
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