Growing up I considered myself a feminist and humanist. Everyone deserves the same fair shake and if one is capable why not give them a chance to prove it?

A few years back I had a bad break up I was cheated on and tossed away like trash and in the same span my kids moved to Florida with their mother. It hurt a lot and I looked to the Internet for help. Hello manosphere, TRP, modern orthodox masculinism. I found in these groups a brother hood that understood what I was going through. They had explanations about why this happened to me and how I could makey life better. Feminism was to blame!

At first it almost all made sense. Some of it irked me a lot like pro rape anti abortion and AWALT. Blanket statements and broad sweeping notions bug me. I made this known throughout my time in these groups and recently have been kicked out of masculinism for being an egalitarian and believing too strongly in equality.

I think I'm finally healed enough to see that I was hurting and was almost inducted into a very cult like group. I did strongly believe alpha fux beta bux, cock carousel, hamster wheel matriarchy promoting misandrist beliefs about all females.

I kind of feel like an ignorant ass. I know better than this.

I don't have much of a point other than to say I can't believe how easy it is to get sucked into a hate group and that I'm glad I wizened up.

Ex red pill ex masculinist ex misogynist