19 years old, in college, been Christian my entire life.

I’m scared that I won’t ever be able to enjoy sex, even in marriage because of the way I have always viewed it... I am a virgin and ofc do not believe in premarital sex, but I can’t help but after seeing some of the posts on here be concerned that my position on sex has been wrong. FWIW I would like to get married one day and have kids later in life. I have always been told and believed sex was only ok for procreation as that was what God designed it for and sodomy for example is wrong and sinful. I really have always viewed it as a sin and always in a negative light until I have been lurking on here and realized that I might be wrong. Has anybody else felt this way? How did you come to accept that sex is not always evil and sinful? I appreciate y’alls guidance. It’s kind of hard to explain and put into words but perhaps some of y’all understand