Hi, Im 23(m) and I have lurked around TRP for a few months now, its great that Ive found a place where Im not so alone in my thinking, in fact so great that Ive decided to vent in here, yay for you.

This will be very offensive to humanity in general and Ill probably get banned but np Ive never vented before and dont plan on doing it again, just wanna see how it feels.

There is no TL;DR, fuck off.

Lets start by saying all women are mentally controlled useless subhuman satanic filthy whores and all men who doubt this even 0.1% are the same. What is the difference between a used up tramp and an emotional tampon? NONE, you know why? Because the used up tramp is willingly letting herself be used and beat while the tampon is willingly devoting his life to a tramp that uses him and beats him. They are one and the same, this is why should never help betas because they are the whores that you would never commit to.

I have been raised by one such tramp and here is my experience:

My first memory is an approaching wall and a feeling of danger and insecurity, I think I was 3 at the time, I was getting my hair pulled and head banged on the wall regularly for no real reason while my father watched like a massive faggot (imho just execute gays) who had to pretend like hes cool with it the same way bitch ass teens pretend theyre cool with being a jocks punching bag but he couldnt even lie to himself about it so from time to time he had to join in to convince himself its cool, welcome to reality.

I was a very nice kid, non ragey, didnt ask for candy or made scenes at the supermarket like everyone does nowadays, fairly intelligent and very enthusiastic about life, all I wanted was to be left alone.. just fking stop beating me jesus christ that shit was brutal. When I would ask why Im being beat I could see the horror in their face as they were forced to come to the sudden conclusion that I did nothing wrong, then they would stutter and eventually tell me shit like "you dont get to judge me i do what i want", then they would let lose a fiendish grin as they realised there wasnt much I could do. I WAS HORRIFIED.

They would lock me in my room when guests were over, I did not understand why at the time (so that the bruises dont show) as I thought this was normal and was "adult time".

As time went on, random beating wasnt enough anymore, they would create what I call "the traps". The traps revolved around them baiting me to do random things that they knew I couldnt, when I failed they would constantly mock and ridicule me for the day, when I would succeed (adapt and overcome) I would be immediately removed from that area both mentally and physically in what could only be called an act of pure denial because abuse had become the norm to the point where anything non-abusive would force them to accept their subhuman nature, then I would be beat again.

At about 7 years old the beatings intensified and had more shock value, they would come out of nowhere and when least expected and this time I would get my head stepped on andor random kicks or pushes sending me into pieces of furniture. I should mention that this is the only thing I had experienced up to this point so it was not yet as depraved as it sounds from my PoV, it was very confusing.

I have received my first compliment in first grade, I did not know it at the time. The teacher there told me Im smart for solving some random math shit at the blackboard... immediately, I entered defensive state because in my mind she was trying to bait me into accepting Im smart so that she can then attack me (it was a matter of provide and then immediately take it away to create the illusion of loss). She was ofc just doing her job. Soon, more and more of these things started to happen and yet no attacks, I would slowly become aware of the contrast between the holocaust at home and everything else.

But then, crushed again. I went to the police and QQed that I was being beat, showed them the bruises, you know what the fatty (subhuman) policeman said? "I dont need to help you, I get paid anyway", they are heroes right? I then went to child protection services where a fatty hoe that was polishing her nails sent me on my merry way because she did not have time for little children (what the fuck?). My last attempt at seeking help was the school psychologist who ratted me out to my parents telling them to control their fking kid...such confidential, wow, evidently this was yet another woman. In hindsight these women were probably single and did not want to accept the fact that once you are a used up tramp, the good ones are taken, so I assume they did their whole "lets hit men while theyre down because somebody else needs to pay for my mistakes even if this is just a kid and its my fking job not to" thing.

I was then sent on vacation at my grandmother from my father side, long story short, she put hot pepper on my tongue because I did not obey, when seeing her feeble attempt at pain does not work, she locked me in a bathroom (she had 2) with no light, food or water for 5h+. I would fall asleep in the darkness and wake up with the satanic hag hovering over me.

At this point I began to learn and somehow ralise in my mind what people want before they even look at me, I can always tell when they lie, I can always tell what they want, where they come from and most of the time what theyre thinking etc. Ive even been called a psychic and a magician by randoms (randoms= garbages who have not attacked me yet), ofc nothing magical about it just a lot of experience with flight or fight and self preservation + a healthy does of paranoia. I dont know how to explain it properly but at the basic level its body language. If you see bullshit long enough , you eventually adapt.

9 years old: I decide to fk it and run from home... I SWEAR TO GOD, the same fatty policeman that said he doesnt need to do shit brought me home (was probably his area of work idk).... I was then held down by this piece of trash while my parents beat me and he flabbed like a fatty...GG humanity GG.

The epitome of the abuse was one day where I was stripped of my clothes because it was too hot outside, I then hid under the blanket of my bed while my whore took her clothes off, slipped into bed with me and started grinding on my 11 year old dick untill it got hard then she pretended that it was my fault and started hitting me....I just looked at her and told her "you know you did this on purpose", she then withdrew a little while shocked at the realisation that she cant really hide it for much longer.

12-16: Hands burned at the stove, non stop bombard of mockery, ridicule and shaming for anything I likeddid, intentional shaming to "friends" etc. Safe to say I learned to not be dependant on validation or emotional bonds... since I didnt receive any, EVER. People would slowly begin to treat me like an alpha now.. since apparently the whore (both males and females) of babylon is turned on when you dont need her due to some random "abuse me so I can pretend its gud because no balls to fight back so now if I learn to love it I can somehow win" psychological complex that can only be described as a super mutated stockholm syndrome hamster.

I actually got 1st place in one of my school years, I would skip classes a lot but when there were exams (tests) I would show up and quickly study in the breaks between classes and score fairly high on the tests, this served only to expose the subhumans even more.. since now they had become 100% garbage in my mind. They had to spend hours of studying at home while I just waltzed in and took a nice long shit on their lives. My teachers hated me for being smarter than them and would constantly QQ at my parents every time they were wrong and I corrected them.

And I would get beat again, but as always , every time, I would get up and say "NUH-UH, Ill do it my way and you can beat me again", they refused to understand that because they had not provided for me, they could not gain the respect a provider deserves therefore their opinions were considered garbage.

Cue in a lot of self education (kinda like being home schooled except I had to do it by stealth) and the fact that after 16+ I was too mature to be able to be beat again, guess what happened. No REALLY, GUESS...thats right, now the garbages would start to suck up to me and actually dared to elicit emotional responses.... I couldnt believe it, these fking subhumans truly believed they deserved anything. Holy crap. NEEDY CLINGY DESPERATE SUBHUMAN SATANIC FAT WET USELESS FILTHY WHORES. Thank Jesus for saving them all, how sure are you he isnt satan?

After observing everyone elses behaviour I can only conclude that 99.9% of the worlds population is simply supposed to be DEAD.

It is because of misguided alphas like einstein, tesla, leonardo, gallileo etc who have literally pimped the planet that the subhumans are allowed to survive. Should not have given them vaccines, should not educate the garbages, should not help them in ANY way.

The beta can never fking do it.. they just cant, you give a fatty a wife, money, a good job and decent status and he will still go out of his way to attack the children of whoever he perceives as alpha due to his deep psychological insecurities, when no more alphas, no more tech, no more medicine, no more anything => fatty dead, no ammount of money can buy skill => epitome of darwinism where even if you have children, you still kinda dont?

In summary: Police went out of their way to help the abusers instead of me, social workers dont really do their jobs, teachers do not exist (only the student), the priests told me to forgive while holding my parents in high regards while the psychologist that is supposed to help will happily break confidentiality for a little bit of attention.

Now the garbages that cant step on me anymore cuz Im not a child are telling me that its my fault, that somehow I need to man up and be more social.. that somehow I am supposed to be their buddy. They just cant fucking accept the simple and real fact that THEY ARE NOT FUCKING WANTED.

All women are dumb used up beta whores, EVERY SINGLE LAST ONE, they all say the same thing, they all do the same thing. Even the feminist chief whore, that probably believes all men are pigs, she is FUCKING THOSE PIGS... pigfucking whore.

TO THE FEMINISTS THAT ARE SECRETLY HOPING MEN WILL HIT ON THEM TO PROVE THEM WRONG SO THAT THEY CAN PRETEND THEY ARE A PRINCESS THAT NEEDED TO BE SAVED AND WAS NOT HAD BY 1 TRILLION DICKS : YOU ARE NOT WANTED YOU FUCKING WHORES.

All fatties are garbage, there is no such thing as "we have personality"... personality does matter the most (which is why hoes dont get to marry good men) but it does not mean they have it, they are all greedy insecure fat wet fish people that sweat from places they shouldnt be able to. They probably go IA IA CTHULHU FHTAGN before they chug down their McDonalds.

TO THE FATTIES THAT BELIEVE THEY ARE HUMAN WHILE THEY BLATANTLY IGNORE THE FACT THAT THEIR BELLIES ARE TRYING TO LEAVE THEIR BODIES: YOU ARE NOT WANTED YOU FAT WET FUCK.

All religious men are subhuman, these hoes would gather in front of the popes place and actually wait for the old whore to show up and with a wave of his hand he makes them bow down to him, meanwhile if he were to use normal cloth and walk among them, they would not recognize him. Then they tell themselves " Its not the cloth that makes the man, omagah thats so truuuu". Their false idol then proceeds to tell them there is only one way to the father therefore everyone should believe in their own way. (WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE PEOPLE EATING? DID THEY GROW UP NEXT TO CERNOBYL?)

TO THE PRIESTS THAT BELIEVE FORGIVENESS IS KEY: GO DIE IN AN ARABIC COUNTRY AND FORGIVE THEM, YOU ARE NOT WANTED HERE YOU STUPID FUCK.

Everybody else that thinks they are independent and somehow worth anything while blatantly ignoring the fact that you are needy and are doing everything you can for a slice of used pussy, KILL YOURSELF YOU STUPID FUCK, you are nowhere near alpha and you never will be. This is why Im fucking your whore wives with zero effort, all I have to do is ignore them and that in and of itself is enough to beat your shitty game because the contrast between you and the absence of your subhuman presence is so big I dont even need to do anything to fuck your whore wives.

TO THE GUY AT THE GYM THAT PUMPED STEROIDS AND LIFTED 3 DAYS AND NOW WANTS TO TALK ABOUT HARD WORK: YOU ARE NOT WANTED, YOU ARE A FAKE, DIE.

BTW, women want to fuck almost daily, if youre married and getting it 3 timesmonth and you call it "getting lucky with the missus", IM FUCKING YOUR MISSUS.

Also all blondes are stupid, the only people who didnt think so are the people who brought us the holocaust.

I have only one request, if you could all just breathe in deep and then just LET GO AND DIE JUST FUCKING DIE that would be great, ty.

P.S. I have permanent brain scars , yay. Tell me more about how hard work will change me. Let me guess "grow a brain moran?"

And now for something completely constructive so that you may understand that there is truly no exception to AWALT, My mother was a virgin and my dad a military man, they married young and she was a princess and he was fairly alpha in the beginning and brought home decent cash, took her out, entertained well etc. They are now divorced and I am about to cut all ties with them, she is a whore that does not deserve a child while he is the subhuman that sold his child to a whore that left from him, now he has neither. Even the virgin is a whore:)

Thank you TRP for letting me vent, I am now completely disconnected from any form of neediness thanks to reading TRP and realising I am not the only one.