So the girl at the doctor's office seemed to be flirting with me (smiling, prolonged eye contact, etc) during a few previous visits. I felt a connection myself but didn't really think much of it.

Went back again the other day. As soon as I walked in, she greeted me by name (oh shit) and said something about not seeing me in awhile. I'm sure she's seen a ton of patients since she last saw me but remembered my name. I was all businesslike as I told her why I was there. I was wearing a mask and maybe came across a bit rude or cold. She'll probably be rude and act like she's never seen me before the next time I go in lol.

But anyway, I've done that time and time again. Like there's an attraction and I recognize it but I sabotage it (either consciously or unconsciously) before it gets anywhere. Anyway....she's good looking, quite a bit younger than I am (10-15 years) but I just end up sabotaging the whole thing. You guys do stuff like this?