Been stuck on an ex for years now. Like I have feeing in my chest and gut when I think about it. I walked out on her. Can’t seem to fully get over it. Even moved to Hawaii and can’t shake the feeling of missing her that creeps up every now and then. I feel like a loser even though I typically have decent size plate rotation. Now Im catching feelings for plates easily. Totally lost atm. I’m an open book tell me anything

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