8 months ago I found TRP I thought I was happy, I thought everything was ok but TRP hit me hard and deep. It turned me from a lifeless fuck who only made fun of people, played video games, and just an orbiter to every girl I met to a person who can be happy by himself without the need of others. For once in my life I can sit down draw, learn Japanese, or workout and be happy. I no longer define my self with social media I define myself and have my own opinions. No one can walk over me any more good deeds get rewarded and bad ones get punished.I'm million times more confident I participate in conversations and take lead of groups. I took down the girl I put on a pedestal for years ignored her and she came crawling back to me. My friends respect me and also learn from me now. The best of it all I love myself I'm happy I no longer have insomnia I can sleep well knowing that I'm not a loser. Thank you.