What's up guys, I've got kind of a weird question for you.

It's not related to girls, but it has to do with the TRP way of life in general.

Here I go: I can't seem to find a point in existing. That's it.

I am not depressed. I don't want to kill myself or anything like that. I simply struggle finding a reason for my existence.

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I'm 22yo male.

I've fucked girls, I can get them whenever I want.

I made a lot of money in the past, financially free already.

I look like a greek god, naturally.

I eat healthy and am disciplined.

My family is healthy and I have a little step sister that lights up my day whenever I see her.

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I just struggle with the mystery of my own existence on a daily basis. I can't find a point into continuing to work, to make money, to make friends, to fuck girls, it all seems in vain.

I said earlier that I'm not depressed, I like to think so, trying to brainwash myself into not falling into the depression loophole, but I might just be.

This week was the first time in my life when I've skipped gym completely, without a good reason. Ate like shit and didn't leave my room. When I visit my mom, she seems to pick things up, she senses something's wrong with me, that I'm different in a bad way.

I don't like talking to her 'cause I don't want to stress her, so I just tell her everything's ok and I deal with it alone.

But I feel like I'm going deeper and deeper into this pitfall by the week and maybe you have some advice that you could share with me.

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Thanks!