Woman gets drunk and goes to neighbor's house for more booze. Has sex with him and later cries rape.

Link: https://archive.is/hXSty

I go in and we drink wine and everything is just so fuzzy. I remember he kissed me and I said no and he stopped. He offered me more to drink and apologized. God I was just so drunk and didn't know what to do. Next thing I know he's inside me and I just froze. After he finished I just left.

She calls the cops who immediately see through her story

The police begin to badger me telling me that I'm clearly intoxicated and I need to be 100% sure that I was raped before I even make a report. They made me feel like I was a stupid girl who's boyfriend was out, decided to screw the neighbor and now feels bad about it. I told them to leave.

Her boyfriend believe her and stays with her.

My question is what now. Was I raped? I feel like its my fault because I was the drunk one and I went into his house. Ive ridden the boat to crazytown and have now barricaded the doors with chairs, I refuse to leave the house through the front door. I haven't been to work since, thankfully I have vacation time saved up. We drive the back way through the complex and park on the other side. I'm making my boyfriend do the same. He's so worried and doesn't know how to help. What do I do now?

Girl gets drunk. Agrees to go to neighbors house and drink. He tries to kiss her and instead of leaving she accepts more booze from him. Of course the comments all accept her being a victim even though she later admits she has little memory of what happened.

Well first I was wasted and didn't think twice about it. This guy knows my boyfriend so I didn't feel threatened. I just thought he was a friendly neighbor. I didn't leave because well I don't really know. I can't remember much past the point of him apologizing for kissing me. Sometimes people get confused about how someone else feels about them and once it's clear the feelings only go one way its over. I don't know if he forced himself on me because I can't remember. I only remember freezing up and then going to my other neighbors. You're right. Obviously I shouldn't drink. That's what started all of this.