Schools went pretty fucked up for me. End of last year joined a highschool and havent really made friends, not much respect either even though I tried to socialize with everyone. So I settled down on lifting and made some buddies at the gym but fuck Corona has me thinking all about my terrible situation.

Yes studying and learning new skills and reading books/ home gymming is fun and motivating. But it just gets boring when you do it repeatedly. All I want to have is fun.

A bit insecure about calling/texting the people I know even though I havent heard from them in a while, to avoid seeming desperate. But I manage to either call/ text one or two friends every other day or so.

What do I do?