Can't sleep because this has been on my mind the last few days, so why not take this time to type out my thoughts.

Like most gents here who joined TRP, I felt wronged by the opposite sex and wanted to know how to understand them and get back at them. I thought TRP would help bury my emotions and make me a plate spinning machine with zero fucks given.

How wrong I was.

Currently I have 3 plates but 1 of them really stood out, and she pops into my head from time to time. Without TRP teachings, I'd be her beta bitch, texting and talking to her on the phone whenever I'd think of her, which we all know will kill attractions.

What TRP has done for me, to borrow an analogy from the Fallout franchise, is I am now equipped with a Pip-Boy. If you don't know Fallout and Pip-Boy, basically it's a device the protagonist can use to look up his current stats, health status and other vital info.

Without TRP, I would do what all BP dudes do, follow my emotions and be clingy like saran wrap. But with TRP and my personal Pip-Boy, I can monitor my stats to see if I'm feeling lonely, horny, or whatever. I can temper my emotions to see my favorite plate no more than 1-2 times a week, and use it to constantly remind myself to not fall back into my BP tendencies.

I'm also using my personal TRP Pip-Boy to keep track of my stats: game/look/status. I can see where I need to work on the most (game) and allocate enough time to achieve that.

Basically TRP has given me a way to internally monitor myself, and the ability to be introspective in my interactions with women.

Edit: some words.