Been wanting to write this one down as you guys are the only ones that could understand the pain.

tl;dr: Email confesses she still loves me and would leave her husband to be with me. This is three years after I dumped her for cheating and being a constantly shit-testing cunt.

Some of you have heard my story of the typical cheating hamster that tried every female manipulation trick in the book to keep my attention after I dumped her. Stalking me online, blackmail, harassment, threats of false rape accusations, and much more. I won't bore you with that hamster shit as you've all heard it before or even experienced it yourself.

Long story short, I ended up quitting my job and leaving the overseas assignment I was at just to get away from her and start all over. I'm back in the states now with a lower paying job but at least I have peace of mind she can't bother me anymore.

It's been three years since I dumped her. Every few months she sends me a friend request through a new Facebook account or an email. I found out through the grapevine that she married some poor bastard and moved to the states as well (but not near me thankfully). She doesn't know where I live.

I got an email from her a few days ago. She says she still loves me, the sex with me was amazing, I made her feel special, and if I wanted to she'd leave her husband to be with me in a heartbeat. This is a fucking married woman. Can you imagine the cunty attitude she gives her husband? A useful tool to get her that US visa and beta bux? A man she doesn't even love or respect enough to just get over her apparent feelings for me and accept her choices? How many other married women out there are alpha widowed so bad they disrespect their marriage and husbands in such ways?

I have never responded to any of her emails and decline all friend requests and blocked her on everything I know of. Three years and yet she persists.

She was pushing the marriage shit really hard and it started not even four months into the relationship. I should have seen that red flag and dumped her right then, but I stayed with it because she was great in the sack and was decently attractive. Thinking with my dick, I know.

I've never seen an AWALT as bad as her and I'm glad I had the balls to dump her when she confessed to cheating. This woman is like 75% of the reason I'm doing the MGTOW thing. I just can't trust women with such power and potential to ruin your life forever with zero accountability or repercussions for abusing it.