I'm in a bad way this morning guys.

Things have been rough the past month or two. A breakup, work stress, and so on. I've hated my life for awhile, but I've been trying to get back on the horse.

Last night I went out. These two girls, who I figured out knew one of my exes from school, were chatting me up. Touching, positive body language, everything was going great. They begged me to go to the night club down the street with them. I don't usually go there, but with two girls begging me I decided to give it a shot.

We get there, place is packed, I start dancing with one of the girls. We're literally groping each other on the dance floo,r making out, ect. Finally she stops and says she needs to go to the bathroom. I said fine, I'll wait. I can't find her for about 20 minutes.

Finally I see her again, and take her hand. Her friend is pulling her away but she grabs on. A bouncer suddenly accosts me and says "I don't think she wants to be touched". Now this is a girl who's tits I was literally grabbing on the dancefloor, with her permission. The bouncer orders me outside.

I go outside. The girls are climbing into a car, driven by a faggot (literally) that I recognize. The bouncer says "don't grab girls you don't know". I call out to them "they know me!" "The friend turns around and tells the bouncer she has never seen me before in her life. I call her a cunt. I'm thrown from the bar and told never to return, a bouncer even follows me down the street yelling at me while I'm trying to make a phone call. That bouncer takes my phone, continues yelling at me, I tell him to call the police if I've done something illegal otherwise give me back my shit. I take my phone and go to my car.


I was just starting to get back on the horse, especially with approaching women. Now I'm just filled with utter contempt for them. These cunts can get away with literally anything. They can have me tossed from a bar for taking them by the hand. They can claim they don't know me, and instantly be believed and people act on the belief. I don't even know what to do right now. I just woke up this morning hating everything, feeling totally humiliated and wanting to die.