Found this sub earlier today and haven't stopped reading since. It feels like my insides are turning. This last story was honestly the last straw for me. I can't handle the red pill. I feel like I actually want to die after reading all this. How can I ever trust another woman, how can I ever find the person that will be my partner, the one that always has my back? My other half? Is all of that just a bullshit lie that I've grown up to believe? I thought that I was just unlucky to have found a bunch of these women, I didn't realize this was a reality.. I need someone to talk to.