Been on TRP for 3 years, my SMV is at all time high, I can plate a HB7, HB8 with some effort and I had a couple of HB9s.

This one is HB8 in looks, but is extremely fun to be around. Fun, intelligent, can cook, she is feminine etc... Not sure if LTR material yet (time will tell), but definitely some sort of FWB / main-plate status material.

The problem is, I have a STD and don't want to fuck her until I'm sure it's been cleared out of my system. I get final results next week, then probably couple of antibiotic therapies, so it might take a month or so. I haven't fucked her yet. We kissed and dry-humped, then I told her I need to go. That happened twice. Always with a look on her face: "why the fuck does he not fuck me"?

She initiates conversations and her responds over text are 5x longer and more frequent than mine. I know she likes me and I know I could fuck her.

But considering my situation, things get weird if I tell her I want to fuck her, then I don't. Do I ghost her for 1 month? Do I keep the chat and sexual tension over text/phone - but not fuck her?

// I always wrap my dick, but I guess I got this over oral or something. Not sure... Either way, I don't want to spread this.

TL;DR: Won't fuck her until I'm sure I'm free of STD. What do I do in the mean time?