Long story incoming. I've been into TRP for about two or three months now and I've read some of the basic recommended books (started with The Way of the Superior Man, went on to The Way of Men, The Rational Male, and now reading about two or three books in parallel). That's helped me a lot with understanding the reality of how women are and made me realize how much of a Beta I was behaving, though I thought I was Alpha. (I've just turned 18 by the way)

Now, there is this girl in my life, I'll call her V. We've been together for almost two years, but with break-ups in between. First, we got together when I was 16, and under the influence of a PUA called Arash Dibazar I tried to do what I now Know as plate-spinning. She accepted, and we lasted about five months, when I broke up with her to fuck a very hot girl that apparently wanted to ruin our relationship, one year older than me. That lasted for about two months, and I got back together with V around Easter 2016. I was madly in love, but in summer I cheated on her with a doll of a girl that just blew my mind away (haven't had sex, but it was very close to that). Anyhow I tried to have an LTR with that girl while still being with my girlfriend. Didn't work, I blocked the LTR girl, then I got in somewhat of an engagement with my girlfriend (I know..). That lasted about five months, while I started acting like a Beta chump and wanting attention and sex and not getting it from her (I wasn't focused on myself at that time). She was spending more time with her friends and I was pissed that she didn't want to please me sexually as often as I wanted to. Then, around January of this year I unblocked the doll girl (19, studies in England), told her how much I loved her and had feelings for her and all that. She found out, I don't know how, and she broke up with me. I was heartbroken...but I knew some game so I hooked up with another girl after two weeks (while slowly discovering TRP material). One week into the relationship with this girl, and V hits me up randomly at night and asks me if I wanted to have a bottle of wine with her. We ended up getting drunk after the second bottle and kissed like crazy. I told her I'd break up with that girl and try to make things better with her.

And so that's what I did the next day, but me and V got into this very weird type of friends-with-benefits I'm-not-gonna-get-back-with-you-ever-cause-you're-a-cheater type relationship where she said she cared about me but won't be my girlfriend. After a while, things turned into a "Idk, things might change over the course of time and I might catch romantic feelings". I called BS to all that because I know that if I'd play my cards right she'll be back again...but I didn't quite think like that all the way and so she went away for three days while I got in another relationship with another girl. I told her and now it sounded like I'd never see her again and we'd part ways forever.

Fact of the matter is, three weeks into this relationship with this other girl, I'll call her A, V calls me at night crying, having an anxiety and depression attack. We end up having an all-night chat, in which she said she wanted us back and says I complete her and I was always home to her. I said the same thing, because I felt like that. And as an asshole that I am, I deflowered A the next day, and left her ass two days later, to get together with V. She said that after all my affairs she wanted to wait a bit before we were together so people wouldn't perceive her as my rebound girl. BS, we got together after one day, and as of now we've been together for eleven days, again.

Phew, long story. Now, my question is: with the RP swallowed and in digestion right now, how should I approach my relationship now?

Aaaaaaand, the important one. She has some sort of immune system condition that makes her pussy burn and hurt after sex if we're not careful with lube and all that. Also, I have a way bigger sex drive than her (hence the hot girl cheating). How should I approach this matter as well?

Thirdly, she's kind of that type of girl that's smart and curvy. I'm also very intelligent and well-built (BJJ fighter and going to the gym), and she's got kinda feminist ideas, like men and women's energies are the same and relationship equality and BS. How can I be truly RP with her, dominating her truly and all that? (I've managed to dominate every girl I've had, but it's been difficult with her, maybe because of a Beta wiring with her.)

Thank you very much for reading and helping out a brother!