..not that it matters because I failed it, if it was.

I was seeing this girl for a good 4 weeks, almost every weekend, spent plenty of time in and out of bed and she started to develop feelings. I put the cooler on a little bit and gave us both space to see other people.

I didn't chase her and she couldn't seem to get a rise out of me until she started trying to make me jealous. She knew I was seeing other girls but obviously would never admit she was sleeping around, too.

Anyway, it kinda fell apart and she said she didn't want to get involved emotionally. She's leaving the country in a few months.

The day after this she text me.. and it kinda pissed me off because she's so push/pull.. so I just said don't text me unless you want to meet up.

Radio silence all weekend. I then text her after the weekend and she was open to meeting up and then said "we're not sleeping together". I just thought fuck this bitch and noped out.. but it did get me thinking. We usually can't keep our hands off each other when we're together, and perhaps this was just a way of testing whether I could handle the rejection.

She'd recently been saying she felt like I just wanted sex and blah blah blah.

Thoughts? Of course, it's also likely she just met someone else who is keeping her satisfied and she wants to use me for my time and energy (we did a lot of fun stuff).