In my previous post I was given really good advice. After thinking it over I downgraded my LTR into a plate and she was upset at first, but then I fucked her and we realized that this was for the best. Everything felt so much more natural. I get to fuck her, and then do whatever I want. The intimacy hasn't changed, but now things feel a lot more organic and fluid.

I've actually never been a plate spinner because I feared a loss of intimacy and connection but it's not like that. I can still have all the perks, all of the benefits, but without any of the "extra" emotions and "useless" feelings. I don't care what she does, or where she goes, because I can do whatever I want now too.

Of course she keeps saying how much she wants me and all of that, and how she doesn't have the "right" to feel jealous even though she feels as if she still will and all that, but I'm done with listening to her words and hamstering. I'm just gonna nod my head and keep it moving.

Thank you TRP for opening my eyes and giving me my freedom back. I thought I knew a lot already but I still had a ways to go. I'll keep it going though.