Hi there,

I use to be obsessed with the pussy, as a model and succesfull football player I never really had to work hard as bad as that sounds. I was always quite smart and top tier in college and class. I have good job I think, paying 30,000 pounds a year plus commission so around 45k a year, plus I get money for soccer.

I dont go out much, I feel like I have lost all sexual attraction for and don't care about sex lately, it's weird - maybe im depressed. I just want to get rich so I can stop work and just do something I want to do, set up houses, anything. I just want to know - what should I be doing with my money, saving it, investing it? All I do is invest in the crypto currency waiting for it to explode.

I want more than anything to return to the states but that seems impossible.