I’ll admit it, as a 21 year old unplugging was messy for me, it definitely was not a walk in the park, quite traumatic if I could be honest.

Fast forward and TRP has molded me into a completely different person I was a year ago.

However, I don’t get any feelings now..I’m spinning plates and there’s one that I would love to promote but i feel absolutely nothing. That teenage love feeling I had in my blue pill days is not there

I just hooked up with an HB9 whom I was in love, put on a pedestal on and got rejected by in my blue pill days exactly a year ago.

But as I slept there in the bed with her cuddling after spilling my cum on her ass. I was like “ that’s it” where was the excitement? Where was the happiness? I felt nothing. I used to chase this girl and dream about her in my blue pill days, but now I just wanted her to fucking leave.

Anyone else been through this ? Will I get that same feeling again in my heart I used to have when I liked a girl ?