Hanging with the Mrs the other night and she is fucking looking stunning. Kids are sleep and she is wearing a short t shirt dress that is hugging in all the right places. Beta me would have been orbiting her ass like the earth around the sun. Decided to run some game instead to generate tingles cause I want to fuck. I killed my workout and had some free time and I decided I would give the wife some time and attention because she stepped up her clothing for the evening. (Reward positive behaviors)

Grabbed a movie, some snacks for both of us, sat at the far end of the couch and acted like she didn't exist. However, my eyes cannot stop taking in the legs and breast that were on display. (discreetly of course) I am fucking about to explode in a lustful rage but play it cool and reserved like I have my shit together. First 20 minutes of the movie go by and I am laughing and having the time of my life. I write and pick up details about the character development and predict where the story is going with vivid accuracy. "How do you know that?" she responds and then slides her body all the way to where i am.

Then shit gets interesting. She is resting her head on my shoulder, grabbing my arms and pressing her ass into me. Inside im thinking fuck this movie I want ass. Outside I play it cool trying to draw her in deeper by reserving my kino to very strategic touches of her legs, feet, and neck. Sexual tension is through the roof and I am about to lay out the plans for the evening. You do this, i do that, blah, blah, blah logistics.

I say fuck it. Caveman is whats in store for the evening. I scoop her ass up. Carry her upstairs while she giggles and throw her on the bed. I grab for her panties and while pulling them down her thigh i feel resistance. I look up and she is fucking holding them with two hands and says no not tonight. (Problem is, she is on the pill and they are running ads for shark week. That shit will be on in two days or less and I dont like my meat rare.)

I try to push through the light resistance but get a hard no and she asks if I am going to try to get in her pants every night. (Got a hard no the night before). I immediately say Hell no, the game will be on tomorrow night and bust out laughing.

This is where I felt the shift. Dick hard as cement I kiss her on the cheek, lay down on the bed and start to go to sleep. "Are you going to sleep?" she asks. Yeah got an early morning, I respond upbeat and energetic "Oh, well goodnight. "

She keeps chatting and trying to start conversations even though I'm trying to sleep.

Babe, I got to go to sleep. With a dgaf, shut the fuck up tone and Room goes silent for 15 minutes. I stay on my side of the bed and lay as comfortable as I can and think I may have been snoring loudly when...

I wake up with my dick being rubbed and eventually it ends up halfway down her throat. Beta bitch me would have pouted and cried when I got a hard no. New me said well fuck it it I have shit to do tomorrow fuck your mind games im going to sleep and got some high effort high energy ass.

OI works. (This took me weeks to do right. My fucking butthurt was so obvious a blind man could she that shit and describe it vividly to a sketch artist to identify me in a group of strangers.)

Oh and this is a pre-fuck you for all the assholes who will say I did it wrong. This shit was the most fun I had in weeks. However, your fucking advice is welcome and appreciated.