OK, I’m just going to do a little ranting here to start.

  1. Girls are super fucking stupid and flaky–it is actually unbelievable sometimes, but you have to remember, they’re not thinking about men, sex, or ANYTHING in a logical manner. It’s all about the feelz.
  2. You will have periods of shit in game, and that’s true even if you’re meeting girls online. It’s just the way it goes–fishing and baseball are good analogies. Everyone gets skunked. Everyone has slumps. Game is no different.
  3. As you might guess, I’m in one of those periods. I’ve ran some game–not a ton, mind y0u–but the results have been zilch bullshit. It’s motherfucking frustrating… however, it is what it is and I can only blame myself.

Anyway, I just want to remind you, I’m a newb.

Like, yes, I’m good at game–I read Strauss’ book when it came out, ran game very effectively to the point where I met my wife, then have been out for 7 years only to come back now.

And yes, in some ways I’ve always been red pill: I’ve always worked out (though lifting has become my mainstay now), watched what I ate, read books, and had a mission. I was just shit at game because of my blue pill upbringing. But I always wanted and was interested in how to game women.

At the same time, the world of the red pill and how deep the rabbit hole goes was only truly revealed to me a little more than a year ago, and I only now feel as if I have a good understanding.

I guess what I’m saying is that if you’re reading this blog to get an expert or master’s opinion, you should go elsewhere. I’m still fucking things up royally, which if you continue reading, will see in full glory.

So number one: I have not been approaching enough–I got lazy in December and January, had two plates spinning, and was fat and happy in terms of sex and oxytocin.

That’s a big mistake. Remember guys, you are nothing without abundance–and girls can sense it.

Anyway, the other odd thing is that being really good looking matters a hell of a lot less than the guys on the reddit TRP forum think.

I’ll be honest guys: I’m pretty goddamn good looking. I’m 6’3″ 250, but thin with defined abs, big defined shoulders and big biceps with veins popping out, and a face that’s at least a 6 if not a 7–but I’ve had girls I’ve gamed tell me how handsome I am, etc., so I can’t be all that bad.

The point here is not to brag–the point is that if your game is shit, like mine has been for the past couple months at least in terms of cold approach, it doesn’t matter. Indeed, you can be really good looking and have multiple girls flake on you like I’ve had in the past few weeks.

To make matters worse, I fucked up with my now only plate, who asked me if we could be exclusive. I was kind of drunk at the time, but that’s no excuse–anyway, I totally fucked up and said yeah, we can be exclusive.

Major fuck up and loss of frame. Dumb.

And I’m going to end up being mean because of it.