HEre at the red pill i try to canabalize as much information as i can and take it with me in the field. Im really making progress when i notice "the matrix" and i am able to remind myself this is a journey so i keep pushing, keep going for the win. unfortunately. i didnn't get the W today boys.

we were talking about kids and eventually she started acting really unaware of herself and i think i took personally. She was sorta just agreeeing with everything i was saying and it caught me off guard. Red flag or am i just afraid of intimacy?