So like the title says I just broke up with my bitch after 2 years of fighting (sex was great tho). We broke up and its hard to go no contact because I wanted her to stop bartending (red flag) so I got her a job at the gym I work at 1 day a week. So now we are broke up, they say don't shit where you eat but I brought shit and smeared it all over my food.

She fucked up and I talked shit even though I'm no saint. So we had 3rd of july shit dowtown and I didnt want to see her but I was visiting my hometown (I only live one town away) and dodged her during the bar hop until the 3rd bar. At the 3rd bar I was there first and my buddies slutty aunt was flirting with me (shes hot but old) and I was grabbing her ass and shit and she was playing grabass with me and she wanted to dance. So I'm dancing with this broad and not grinding or anything but lightly touching here and there.

So my slutty ex bitch sees me and starts grinding with some random loser so instead of making a scene I just head home. Shes texts me fuck you and all this shit after I leave. I guess he saw the grabass shit but thats nothing compared to her grinding.

This is pretty much my nightmare seeing my bitch with some other dude so I guess we are pretty much done because I'm no cuck. My new problem is I've been dragging her along trying to make her bullshit problems work just because I would rather fight every other day and get laid than get no pussy. I dont want to stand for this bullshit. So my problem is I want to be done, I shat where I eat (so I have to deal with her still) and I don't know what to do. She's made me borderline hate women even though I've been RP for awhile but she killed my drive. Like I would rather go MTGOW than deal with this bullshit. I have a cool career (pilot) but I make no money. I know I need to focus on making money but I'm not social anymore because I work so much. I'm 28 so I don't see my friends that often although I still talk to my best friend a couple times a week on skype. I hit the gym 3/4x a week and I picked up golf as another hobby. I'm torn because I'm numb to this bullshit (didnt cry) but I don't know what I want to do. I lift work and have a hobby. Sorry if this is stupid venting its therapeutic to me and maybe someone has some good advice.