I decided to check it out after a recommendation here and I don't see how it fits with what the sub stands for, which is desiring pursuing more than what we currently have (like better body, more pussy, more money).

Instead I see Manson pussyfooting around right from the start. "See, I don't say that to make you complacent" and right on the next page "not giving a fuck is about embracing the fact that you're lacking and you're different and that's ok". And it's not the only part where he contradicts himself. He starts with Charles Bukowski's "do not try" then 1-2 pages later "not giving a fuck is going to the gym even if you're fat or skinny because you don't care what others will think". Why would I even try to go to the gym then?

What the actual fuck? Am I missing something here?