I learned this was said behind my back. Here's the thing, I didn't know either my Female friend nor her friend when this was said. This was said as strangers. Apparently this girl had seen me before, last school year,(this is college not university) so this struck me as very odd.

If I was to read this post this far, I know what the response I'd give to myself would be: shrug it off. Your friend is probably shit testing you. Perhaps. But let me elaborate.

I was sitting next to a male friend of mine. He and I are white and the girls in question are black. He's taller than I am and probably has less of a resting bitch face than I do. Apparently this girl found him attractive. Fine. But she called me ugly, everything about me as ugly, but specifically my teeth. And this is where I need a thoughtful answer. I was mugged once. It deformed my face and chipped teeth and broke my jaw. She apparently found fault with how my lips stick out. My lips don't stick out, but I'm feeling highly self conscious of several things: namely, has been being mugged given me a general countenance of a weakling which women can sniff out and makes me look ugly? Has my face deformed to a point that from afar I look ugly? Is it simply resting bitch face, or resting ugly face?

Obviously without a photo these questions aren't answerable. But unlike my friend I have a square jaw. Not a square face, roundish, but a square ass jaw, high cheekbones and I'm 6'2". Low body fat too, so not a fat face. I'm in no way ugly. I know ugly. My friend is attractive and 6'4" but he has a smaller face with a weaker jaw. He is attractive and has a higher n count than I do but do you guys think there's a micro suggestion that I may be conveying to the world of low confidence that is still detectable even when I'm having a good time?

But as we know, women's' attraction is a fickle thing.