I see my ex once a week, our families are very, very close friends. We have cookouts, go out to dinner, and a bunch of other shit.

Just the other day though we got into an argument over something stupid and I literally couldn't think of anything to say. My mind freezes with fear. I believe this has to do with how arguments went when we were dating. I'd get upset when she did something like talking about other guys, flirting/kino with other guys, and shit like that. I'd bring it up but she is so fucking good at turning it around and making me look like an ass. A beta ass. I never won an argument.

Now everytime confrontation comes up, I'm paralyzed with fear of losing and her making me look stupid. I could be in the right and still come out like a weak fool. Help me you sons of bitches!

P.s. I can't break off contact completely, if I do it'll cause a lot of family drama. Her mom sees her as a helpless angel, she told her to speak her mind more and stand up to me more. Like wtf? I never said shit, if anything I should be the one standing up more and speaking my mind.