To keep it brief and not write a god damn book...

Meet hb8. Hit it off too well, kill shit tests, lay on date 3. She exhibits low N count bedroom behavior. Think I've got a good girl. She starts pressing for a relationship type scenario. I lay the law of the land. She agrees to my rules. Later one night she tells me she still "lives with her ex". She tells me she just didn't "want to miss her chance with me". Since then she's not made an effort to be alone with me at my place.

Thought I had a good girl (low N count, very feminine, raised well) and still AWALT, they will cheat with alphas.

I should be proud to have hooked up with a girl as good looking as her and after her barrage of shit tests even to have her be so direct about why she did it (kind of ego boost) but I'm so conflicted because she was such a fucking dime, raised right. Just god damn shows you that you can do this red pill shit right and still be alone in the end. Almost felt a little pumped and dumped myself! Had to rant.